Am I the only mom that starts having major anxiety as the due date draws closer? I have nightmares about having my baby. Mostly, I have nightmares that something will go terribly wrong and something bad will happen to the baby, or me. Both times around I have made a "death plan" for myself and mostly for Drew to know what I would want for our children if I wasn't around to raise them. Isn't this so morbid?
I think this time around is even worse. Wondering if I will have a VBAC or another C-section is freaking me out. What if I make the wrong choice and something bad happens to me or the baby? I suppose this is where personal revelation comes in and I should follow the Spirit, but my anxiety has the best of me right now.
Is this just me or do all soon-to-be moms go through this kind of thought process?
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8 years ago
